.:pisces:.

can she listen to you like i do?

im scared of you. and what you can do to me. 

NO means NO.

and no thanks means no thanks. 

after talking to geru. i feel so much better.

twilight sucked.

standing so close next to you

exchanging whispered conversations

of platonic thoughts of each other

and then you were texting her

and at the moment

i remembered the night justin broke my heart

the night where i was broken and fucked-up

and i ask myself how on earth,

how on earth, 

did we wind up in this place together?

and im not just talking about that night

but all nights and all conservations

why on earth are you doing this to me?

Your YM status tells me that you need someone to talk to.

I wanted to click your name. I almost did. But I stopped myself. Self-inflicted pain. So I just asked a common friend to talk to you instead. At least you have someone to rant to. Even if its not me.

Guardian angel na lang ang drama ko.

17 year old boy admitted to her that he likes her.

this is so not in the plan. or even unexpected. 

And I'm kind of affected. ang baduy ko. wala namang nangyari samin. 

and he says he misses the girl he bonded with a year ago. but i haven't changed. 

i mean, he was the one who pulled away. what do you want me to do?

and im not jealous. im just naiinis. kasi why couldn't it be me? i hate having selfish feelings!

he never admitted that he liked me!!!!!! i am so stupid!! 

AY. iwasthisclose to writing a hate entry. but thank god. you stopped me. so ewan ko sayo.